Thinkings

Sometimes I feel tired of everything, go outside and feel that time is running so fast, all so exhausting, while I am like nothing is happening to me but inside I feel anxiety and some deep sadness feeling that trap me, and I can't explain why. The only thing that I know is that I am tired. I want to live, I need to find a true motivation to fill me with enough energy to be able to do the things that I like.
Because when I start something I have so many hopes, but hours later I feel tired and I don't want to continue because I think that is a bad idea or is useless.

I remember when I was a child and everything enthusiasmed me, also I have always been so sensitive and actually I keep feeeling the things deeply. At these times I was great... Of course, actual days have good things too, but I feel a little empty space in my inside, I miss these illusion.

Probably not so many people will read this, but I feel better when I share my thinkings with the world.  I'll be sharing more things.